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[color=#1DACD6]My life has been a constant struggle. I lived with my dad who starved and physically abused me. I've also had to deal with racism most of my life. Then I had to live with my mom who verbally abused me. She told me to kill myself and pushed it on me. I wish. I didn't try hard enough. Next came my now ex who raped and sexually assaulted me, more concerned with his own sexual desires then what he was doing. He was so proud of what he did. Not only did the law change so he'd get a slap on the wrist compared to before the cops only give me the run around. It's been a year since I've had a job. In hell and not even enough to get water. I've done everything, applied everywhere, even begged but It lead nowhere. My mom was right. I wish I died at 12. I wish so badly. I had hope that I'd get a job but recently that hope was taken from me. I have no desire to live anymore. I've had hope things'll get better. They don't and they won't. I feel so empty.
To put it shortly there's no point of hoping and no point to life.

Though the mod here never bothers listening.

I'm sorry L.

Heart pain. Could be nothing?

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My Comments

  • Beeline said:

    -hugs- I'm sorry that things are sucking. Please don't give up. <3(3 weeks ago (Jan 26th, 2018 13:29))

  • Beeline said:

    Hiiiii! How's it going? (3 weeks ago (Jan 24th, 2018 12:21))

  • Milkii said:

    I hope you're doing good hun(2 months ago (Dec 8th, 2017 14:26))

  • Reapergirl87 said:

    Sorry if it's late but Happy Birthday!!!(2 months ago (Dec 5th, 2017 09:51))

  • Dipper said:

    Thanks, you too(3 months ago (Nov 17th, 2017 14:05))

  • Beeline said:

    Thank you! How are you doing? I've been really busy the last few weeks and have done a terrible job and keeping up with everyone on here.(3 months ago (Nov 13th, 2017 12:14))