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[color=#1DACD6]My life has been a constant struggle. I lived with my dad who starved and physically abused me. I've also had to deal with racism most of my life. Then I had to live with my mom who verbally abused me. She told me to kill myself and pushed it on me. I wish. I didn't try hard enough. Next came my now ex who raped and sexually assaulted me, more concerned with his own sexual desires then what he was doing. He was so proud of what he did. Not only did the law change so he'd get a slap on the wrist compared to before the cops only give me the run around. It's been a year since I've had a job. In hell and not even enough to get water. I've done everything, applied everywhere, even begged but It lead nowhere. My mom was right. I wish I died at 12. I wish so badly. I had hope that I'd get a job but recently that hope was taken from me. I have no desire to live anymore. I've had hope things'll get better. They don't and they won't. I feel so empty.
To put it shortly there's no point of hoping and no point to life.
Though the mod here never bothers listening.
I'm sorry L.
Heart pain. Could be nothing?